the above picture, to some degree, describes how i feel about myself as a musician (except for the blonde hair - i couldnt find a picture of a brunette. tsk tsk.) even though i have been involved in music since i was 4, i still feel like a child who still doesn't know what the heck they are doing.
last night i had an incredible dream. i dreamt that i was enrolled at the musicians institute in LA, and i was going through orientation. i remember it being golden - the atmosphere. i know that doesn't make sense but i don't know how else to describe it. everyone in my class was so cool - and i totally didn't fit in, but it was okay. because our love for music was the tie that bound us. orientation, i must add, however, was pretty odd. something about having to wear nylons. (i guess i really have been scarred for life). anyways, it was weird to dream about an actual dream that i have for myself in real life.
i really don't think i'll ever get tired of listening to the rain.
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haha...I have a recurring dream....it all started last Feb, right around recital time. I dreamt that I was auditioning for the Sydney Conservatory of Music...I'm standing on those famous steps outside Sydney opera house talking with the counselors and they say, "Lauren, we love you. You're just perfect for us. However, your education does not count because you were in U#@. So sorry, we cannot accept anyone who has attended choir at such a horrible magnitude."
This dream recurs...and recurs...and recurs. At least it's only a dream...right?
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